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Why Bother?

sad-505857__180Why does it seem like no matter how far I’ve come and how far I dare to reach that it feels like I end up in the same place? The timeline that I planned for my goals in 2016 is a bit off. I’m not sure if it was a miscommunication or I misunderstood, but the local yoga certification program will not be offered until the summer. I found out earlier this week on Facebook from a post the studio put out about upcoming events.

I’ve been sick all this week. Actually, I’ve had a cough since the week of Thanksgiving and I finally came down with a full-blown cold this week. I tell you this because I am tired and very, very discouraged right now. I was too sick to go to yoga class Tuesday night and I’m not sure I’m going to make it to my Saturday morning class either.

I had my last face to face appointment with my therapist on Monday. I was very discouraged in her office then too, about how I was going to accomplish my goals and intentions. She brought up some good points about not having to know exactly how my goals would be accomplished and I did feel better. But this was before finding out the yoga teacher training wouldn’t start for another six months. I just don’t know why I bother dreaming or reaching for something other than what I have in my life. I got paid today and took care of most of my bills. None of what I want to do feels possible anymore. I should just be an insurance adjuster for the next 17 years.

2 Comments

  • David H

    NEVER STOP REACHING FOR THE GOALS YOU SET, NEVER STOP DREAMING OF WHAT YOU CAN DO, NEVER GIVE UP ON WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY, BOTTOM LINE,,, NEVER GIVE UP ON WHAT IS IN YOUR HEART,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

  • AlVerta Harty

    Life happens my dear. So certification got delayed, at least it’s not cancelled. Now you have a tad more time to work on something else. Let’s get some lemonade happening. You can do it. Remember that saying, “if you want make God/life laugh, tell Him/it your plans/goals. Now it’s time for your sense of humor to come into play and learn to refocus. You can do it. I know you can. Go for it.

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